thoughts of my heart

"When I talked to you I felt great" That was a line in a movie I saw tonight. So is that a good line or is it just another movie writter doing something that is well sounds nice. And is good in a fantasy romance story. What gets me is how all these relationships that people have in real life are working. People are married. That is quite amazing to me. How lucky do two people have to be to find another person willing to say I love you. I love you with my life and actions. I suppose to be honest the last few days I have just looked out and been like wow I have no idea what i am going to do with my life. No certianty on what my job is going to be. There are plenty of people that want to suggest a job that I do. you know what this is all just a bunch of muble.

I am just sad upset whatever you want to call it because I lost a friend.

Tim