blocked

I have been blocked for many nights. I have been wanting to write on the same thing for many night. But the thing is I do not feel that I can write on a topic that I know nothing about. I know that might seem obvious but its the truth. I have been wanting to write about relationships or romance or love. Whatever that is? Each time I sit here at my lap top I can not even think of the first words to write. I suppose that is because of several things. However I am not quite sure what they are. What is God teaching me now? I think he is teaching me that He God is and should always be my love. I do not believe that I will find love or anything leading to i love you tim from a woman untile I am willing to live with out that. Not only live with out that but to live for God out of love. The kind of love in 1 John 5:3 that is a love that is not burdensome. What is ment by this is that I have growing in my faith that needs to be done. Guys and girls faith is so elemental. What I mean is that i need to work on elemental faith. That when God says do this. I do it because I believe God knows what is best for me. I believe that not doing it is the worse thing I could do to my self and is wrong. So God is Good and his loving kindness is everlasting is my conclusion.

TIm